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feeling lost .. i fell back to the dark & scary well of no where.
i don know what is happening to me .. ppl say that i am having depression .. is it true that i am having depression ? i don know..

ppl say that i am really strong to endure all these pain for sooo long .. they say that i am a super girl .. and i need to continue to be strong and win all the battle again ...

but can i still win all the coming battle ? ...

it's an unknown question .. it's for me to find out and for you to know.

anyway .. i just know that i :

- can't sleep well at night
- don enjoy shopping
- wanna stay home
- projects / work has started appearing in my dream EVERYDAY
- don feel happy
- dizzy
- heart pain ( sudden)
- don enjoy laughing

and
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.
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i began to feel tired ... real tired...

but i know that i can't continue with all these thoughts..

a fren say to me : if i continue to think that i am tired.. you will be 200times tired ..
at first i just simile back and think that is an silly remarks .. but i realise it's true .. really true..

so from today , NOW ....

i wanna get my life back...

i will continue to fight the battle till the end ....

so dear frens/ coworkers - no worries .. cos the super girl has opened up her umbrella and you can stand under .:)




y
perhapsLOVEMonday, March 31, 2008

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mi back from china... not fun at all ...
trip was being cut short .. cos was being called back to singapore to settle stuff...

haiz... sian sianz sianz...
the only words i can say ...

i feel so tired... really tired...
i have no more strength to continue the path ... i need a break .. i need to recharge my battery ..

HONEY BUNNY - bring me overseas quick !!!! i need a break ... ahhhhhhh....

i have too many plans in life ... so shld i or shld i not ?

* think think...




y
perhapsLOVETuesday, March 18, 2008

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Flying on next monday .. meeting my co-worker at airport at 11pm.. flight flying @ 1am ..

lots of things not yet done ....

* luggage not pack

* daily used products not yet buy

* weather there not beri gd ..

* started flu & cough

* started to miss him.....

* hope this time round, i can get to buy something , as the previous business trip , i only get to buy a dress...





y
perhapsLOVESaturday, March 01, 2008

__thePRINCESS<3

his princess
huiping
in my fairytale land
13th oct
libra

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eddie tong
my life changes when i met him
happiness 4 ever

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