feeling lost .. i fell back to the dark & scary well of no where.
i don know what is happening to me ..
ppl say that i am having depression .. is it true that i am having depression ? i don know..
ppl say that i am really strong to endure all these pain for
sooo long .. they say that i am a super girl .. and i need to continue to be strong and win all the battle again ...
but can i still win all the coming battle ? ...
it's an unknown question .. it's for me to find out and for you to know.
anyway .. i just know that i :
- can't sleep well at night
- don enjoy shopping
- wanna stay home
- projects / work has started appearing in my dream EVERYDAY
- don feel happy
- dizzy
- heart pain ( sudden)
- don enjoy laughing
and
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i began to feel tired ... real tired...
but i know that i can't continue with all these thoughts..
a
fren say to me : if i continue to think that i am tired.. you will be 200times tired ..
at first i just simile back and think that is an silly remarks .. but i realise it's true .. really true..
so from today , NOW ....
i wanna get my life back...
i will continue to fight the battle till the end ....
so dear
frens/ coworkers - no worries .. cos the super girl has opened up her
umbrella and you can stand under .:)
